The Playlist Monday, Mar 23 2009 

A ten song playlist and why they are important to me:

1. Everlong (acoustic version) – Foo Fighters

This is my all time favorite song.  It’s the song I danced to that one time with that one girl.  It’s also the perfect love song.  Busting it out acoustically just brings out the heart.  I have been known to cry listening to this song.  If someday I were to get married, I wouldn’t care about anything else except that this is the first song we dance to.  Refusal would be a deal breaker for me.

2. Not Now – blink 182

The first of probably many Blink songs on this list.  This one was important in my life because at one point, I thought I was dying of an unknown disease back in the day.  This was my song of choice for those 6 months.  I hope this song is played at my funeral.

3. Trucker Hat – Bowling for Soup

On a lighter side, this song is just fun.  You might think that I picked this song because it reminded me of the girl that wore the trucker had that I crushed on back in the day.  However, it reminds me of more than that.  It reminds me of a time in my life and a group of friends that I to this day love dearly.  It reminds me of my best friends and some of my best memories.  Plus you can dance to it.

4. It Hurts – Angels and Airwaves

I could pick any song from this album and feel the same way, but I chose It Hurts because it’s all about the heartache.  This album did more for shaping my life than any other piece of music ever.  And it existed only because Blink had broken up.  It Hurts brings out the sad in me because it said everything that needed to be said about unrequited love.  This song is almost torturous now.  I can’t help but feel pain when I hear it but in a weird way I still love it.

5. Stuck in A Moment – U2

The ultimate song to have on your Ipod as you’re walking down the street and just people watching.  It’s a feel good song for me. Listening to this song just flat out cheers me up.  It gives me hope and it helps me see the beauty that is in the world.  I feel warm when listening to it.

6. Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy? – Fall Out Boy

I associate too many songs with too many girls.  This is yet another one of those songs with another one of those girls.  It’s still one of my anthems though.  Ladies, there are a lot of assholes out there in the world.  There are very few gentlemen.  Just remember who we are once your asshole boyfriend starts treating you like shit.

7. Life Less Ordinary – Carbon Leaf

The other song I danced to that one time with that one girl.  Also the other song that I will insist on being played at my (hypothetical) wedding.  This song takes me back to the one time in my life where I can point to and say, “That was what it was like to be happy.”

8. Stay – Lisa Loeb

I love angry girl rock.  This is the song that started it all for me.  I had such a huge crush on Lisa Loeb back in the 5th grade.  I know she was singing to me in this song.  Makes me think of horned rimmed glasses.

9. Mad Season – Matchbox Twenty

The song from my first real crush.  I felt stupid.  It was a weird thing for me back in 7th grade.  This song said it all.  It’s actually the song that inspired me to write my first song back in the day.  I haven’t listened to it in nearly 8 years.  Still one of the most significant songs of my lifetime.

10.  Everyday – Buddy Holly

This song reminds me of my childhood.  It’s recently become a popular remake commercial jingle for some reason.  It doesn’t matter.  When I hear this song, I’m instantly back in my dad’s Olds Eighty-Eight listening to his best of Buddy Holly cassette and thinking that this guy really loved rollercoasters.

So there they are.  Ten songs that I felt right now needed to be talked about in shaping my life.  I’m sure that this concept will be repeated many times in my blog as I am a big fan of music and it’s life changing ability.  The best part about these songs is that I can associate every single one of them to a girl I’ve crushed on at one time or another.  And none of them are emo songs!  Weird.

New Random Thoughts Tuesday, Mar 17 2009 

Again, I don’t have really anything significant but I haven’t updated in awhile so I figure I’ll throw some shit at you and see what sticks.  (Prepare for the shit covering.)

Do clothes really matter that much?  I mean, I was down to a rotation of about 6 shirts that were all worn and ragged and free ND promotion t-shirts.  This weekend I hit the PacSun with Torie and picked up a new set of 4 t-shirts and some shorts.  For some reason, they make me feel better about myself.  Also, I’ve caught girls looking at me.  That doesn’t happen.  Ever.

Check out the band Chester French.  Seriously, these guys kick major ass.

It’s official.  Role Models is my new favorite movie of all time.  Paul Rudd is the most underrated actor in the world and I proclaim my undying allegiance to him right here and now.

Holy fuck it is nice to have some warm weather for a change.  The cold really was getting to me and I was not pleasant to be around those last couple months.

Spring Break kicked ass.  I did nothing of significance.  Yet, it has been registered in my top two all time vacations.

I need new flip-flops.

I weighed myself when I was home and discovered that I have dropped to a mean 174 pounds.  I am very proud of myself considering that I was topping off at about 215 before Christmas break.  Losing 41 pounds in 3 months is pretty damn impressive!  I am back to a 32 waistline and a Medium shirt size.  Neither of which I have even thought of trying on since junior year of high school.  Go me!

Brady’s coming on Friday to spend a whole week at Notre Dame.  I am stoked! I get to spend significant amounts of time with two of my best friends in the world in a span of two weeks.  Fuckin right!

I look good in green and red apparently.  I look not as good in gray.  This disturbs me to no end.

I Love You, Man hits theaters this week.  Totally going on Saturday with Brady.  First movie I’ve been to in a theater since Zack and Miri Make A Porno.  I’m totally due.

First softball game is Sunday.  I’m doing a double header play-by-play solo style.  Should be good times.  The pipes have been rusty.

Apparently, the jeans that I’d been hiding in the back of my closet make my ass look spectacular. This comes from the most reliable source to me. Those jeans are back in the rotation. Also, I’m still obsessed with my ass.

Too many people are getting married.  Quit it.

Dysentery Gary is still my most played iTunes song.  I love me.

I also kinda hate me. But not as much as I did 10 days ago.

I’m totally gonna go take a jog around the lakes now.

Ok, so that’s all my shit.  Go wash yourself now. You smell like shit.

Where do I go from here? Monday, Mar 9 2009 

I’m in a mood again.  Currently, I’m on Spring Break.  I just got home tonight (Sunday) because I spent the weekend with my best friend in Omaha. If you put this weekend’s itinerary down on paper, it would probably make me want to jump off a cliff. But in all reality, I just finished one of the best weekends of my life. The highlights:

1. Doing a jigsaw (not crossword) puzzle in the house of complete strangers while babysitting their kids.

2. Watching “Reba” and enjoying the hell out of it despite my initial objections.

3. Standing in the prom dress section of Yonkers waiting while my friend tried on multiple outfits.

I can’t explain it. I really can’t, but I would spend the rest of my life the way I spent this past weekend if given the option. I think it was because it allowed me to be every part of me that I love. And for the first time in months, I didn’t feel lonely. I would never trade this experience for the world.

Disappointingly, the feeling didn’t last.  I’m home, which is great. I love my parents and my brother. But now, I feel like I’m back in the real world. I no longer feel like I can be me. I feel alone again. Oh well, I guess I’ll just get more therapy.

Moody Marcus

It would be nice if someone would FML Tuesday, Mar 3 2009 

Okay, so I’ve been doing this little bit with friends and so I thought I’d share it with the other person that reads this.  I don’t get this whole FML thing.  From my understanding, FML loosely translates into “Fuck My Life”.  Is that really the sentiment you want to express?  You are literally asking for your life to be fucked.  So essentially, all these hot and slightly depressed girls are totally asking the general public to fuck their lives.  Now this is all well and good.  I have no problem with that.  But don’t back down when somebody calls you out on it.  When you tell me “FML”, then you shouldn’t be offended when I try to lead you into the bedroom.  You can’t give me permission to fuck your life and then immediately take it back once I agree.  Also, you shouldn’t slap me.  That hurts.  So ladies, next time you pull a bonehead move, think carefully about the words you use.  There are plenty of guys out there that would be more than happy to take you up on your offer.  So if you don’t want your life to be fucked (at least not right away), say something like TMOFADAAM which roughly means “Take Me Out For A Dinner And A Movie”.  Because I would bet that’s what you really want.  And there are far fewer guys that are willing to that.  Those are the special ones.

Peace and IWLTTYOFADAAM,

Marc “Those first six letters mean ‘I would like to take you’” Zakrzewski

1000 views! Sunday, Mar 1 2009 

My blog reached a milestone!  Six or so total people clicked on my blog one thousand times!!!  I’m quite excited.  Ok, not really.  But I’m glad I reached such a round number.  This weekend has been pretty boring.  I literally watched all of seasons 1-4 of The Office this weekend.  I don’t sleep.  I don’t do work (well).  I just sit around, play online dominoes and watch The Office.  God, I need a vacation.

Morbid Marcus

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